My Awakening is Different From Yours
It Was Destined that Way For A Reason
Who really determines that? No person, no meme, no group, no movement, no politician, nor human really .
Others will try to tell you or rather question how in line you/we are with their “wokeness” or not. But our soul codes are different, no one is the same nor can we ever be a clone of someone else in their ideas, their expansion, and even more how/if they are awake or still awakening to themselves and the worlds they live in.
We are ALL still awakening.
That is the central part of the soul journey which takes an entire life to really comprehend, know, feel, understand through experience what it means to awaken to thy true self; who you really are. Why you are here, what you came to learn, to give to the world, and expand through!
It is all encoded in your name and your birthday. More than your mere lifepath but all of it!
I was born on a certain day, in a certain city, at a certain time, to certain parents. Even more, I was given a certain name that is all apart of the cosmic plan of my specific learning/relearning and thus remembering who I am, and yet that is not connected to the current trend of what/how others define what awakened or awakening is.
My gifts belie anything ever seen in a book therefore the barometer of my awakening is far in the future beyond the knowingness and basic consciousness of a great many. It doesn’t mean I know more, just that my soul DNA is encoded different and I am vibrationally connected in a unique way of my own awakening. It was indeed destined that way as it was for all of us to be here at this time for a reason, purpose, and future mission for the collective.
Growing up I always thought I was awake but I never thought I was gifted.
I was/am good at a great many things and in my mind everyone was/is capable. It would be decades later that as more commented on the speed of my mind and intelligence, at the same time I would awaken more to myself and my abilities outside of a career that I was unaware of growing up and being fearful most of myself and who I can be in this world/planet.
By awakening I remembered more and came full circle, realizing that in many ways I compared my energetic life to others and thereby silenced a great many parts to make others comfortable. Meaning spirits filled my room as a child but I attempted to “turn off the gifts” so that I could fit in. I could feel and therefore mirror others' emotions all the time and through it because I picked up on others' sadness, I was cast as a “crybaby” all the time. There were no trending words to attempt to define the high sensory like the young like me then.
Technically I was born awake fully gifted, but I was unaware of my own true authentic light beyond the day to day, and therefore I navigated feeling normal yet not fully awakened to me and all of my divine capabilities.
Over time, as I moved between states pursuing my education, I awakened to myself and gifts as more became startlingly clear on the soul path.
Spirits have been around me my entire life. Making their presence greater over 20 years and my movement on the path. While also filling my home where I live now, moving in between time and space as if my home is a portal, sometimes sitting in my living room on my couch, sometimes running around my dining room table, other times chasing my cats, sitting on my bed, watching themselves on tv, looking out my front door/window, and on and on and on with a gazillion more 24/7 so called haunted interactions that have been constant in my life for over 25 years. Yet, I have keep/kept it to myself, most times to keep people comfortable, and interestingly because of it some people breeze through newsfeeds and questions how and if one is truly awakened/awakening.
We are all at different points on the path that are and will always evolve in and through life’s contours ensuring our expansion. I am, you are, and we all are uncomparable on the soul journey. Our uniqueness was guaranteed at our birth.
May the path and your own awakening begin or continue to happen, but on your terms most. Through it may you shine ever bright in your own full knowingness!
Be the Peace, Be the Love Always
To know, awaken, and to be empowered on the/your cosmic path:
About the numbers in your life —(Book) Numerology 101: Everyday Numbers, Decode the Vibration
About the symbols called letters in your life — (Book) Symbology 101: Everyday Letters, Decode the Vibration
About your birthday — (Book) Numerology 102: Birthdays, Lifepaths, & The Personal Years